no, you're *not* crazy for having those existential questions.
I remember listening to a talk by one of the swamis who followed Amma Amirtanandamayi, commonly called "the hugging saint," and he said, "If you win the rat race, you're still a rat."
I remember listening to a talk by one of the swamis who followed Amma Amirtanandamayi, commonly called "the hugging saint," and he said, "If you win the rat race, you're still a rat."